Sorry that I haven't been around much lately..I've got so many things going on around me now...BTW I thank each of you for the messages and emails of support.(It really meant a lot to me that you all were thinking of me.
..This weekend my family wants me to meet them at Mom's house to start cleaning it out..I really just don't feel like I have the heart for it. I go out of my way to avoid it now. The last time I was there was to pick up some things that she requested from her hospital bed. I don't mind telling you I cried like a baby. Now some of the family thinks its time to go through her things Why? Why can't they wait for some hearts to mend it's only been 6 days since we laid her to rest.
My first instinct is to just RUN away from it all.